| Better Song |
[Oct. 3rd, 2006|07:32 pm] |
| [ | This time is: |
| |  exhausted | ] |
I got glared at for my last song so here is a new one. Oh I have been worked hard and I need to relax and do it all again tomorrow. We will see how it will work later. I am the fifth girl this year for this job. I can do it.
THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS LYRICS
"Move Along"
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
[fade out] |
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| new work |
[Oct. 2nd, 2006|09:14 pm] |
| [ | This time is: |
| | exhausted | ] |
So yeah, the time goes by fast and it was a slow day. AH! It will be ok though I will get the hang of it and master it like everything else. I can do this. Bright and early 9AM tomorrow morning. :)
later days!
Jess |
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| Something that made me smile and not feel so bad |
[Aug. 7th, 2006|04:32 pm] |
| [ | This time is: |
| |  contemplative | ] |
Psalm 62 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV)
Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society
Psalm 62
For the director of music. For Jeduthun. A psalm of David.
1 My soul finds rest in God alone;
my salvation comes from him.
2 He alone is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.
3 How long will you assault a man?
Would all of you throw him down—
this leaning wall, this tottering fence?
4 They fully intend to topple him
from his lofty place;
they take delight in lies.
With their mouths they bless,
but in their hearts they curse.
Selah
5 Find rest, O my soul, in God alone;
my hope comes from him.
6 He alone is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will not be shaken.
7 My salvation and my honor depend on God [a] ;
he is my mighty rock, my refuge.
8 Trust in him at all times, O people;
pour out your hearts to him,
for God is our refuge.
Selah
9 Lowborn men are but a breath,
the highborn are but a lie;
if weighed on a balance, they are nothing;
together they are only a breath.
10 Do not trust in extortion
or take pride in stolen goods;
though your riches increase,
do not set your heart on them.
11 One thing God has spoken,
two things have I heard:
that you, O God, are strong,
12 and that you, O Lord, are loving.
Surely you will reward each person
according to what he has done. |
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| BLAH |
[Jun. 22nd, 2006|03:52 pm] |
| [ | This time is: |
| |  melancholy | ] |
I feel totally blah right now. I was thinking of going out tonight but I think I will stay home read, watch the last season of Fraiser and go to bed. I'm going to try to call matt tonight and hope he is not busy tomorrow night. Maybe he would like to have dinner or something like that. Play pool with me or something. I don't know. We will see. I'm going to sleep at work now. laters
Jess |
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| RANDOM! |
[Jun. 14th, 2006|03:54 pm] |
| [ | This time is: |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
I getting KITTENS!! YEA!@ |
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| Better |
[Jun. 8th, 2006|02:59 pm] |
| [ | This time is: |
| |  content | ] |
One more day goes by and though some would argue with me ;) God has blessed my day and smiled on me at last. I've had a good day with work, swimming, intelligant conversation and something close to a nap but better. :) I'm clean and smell good and I am doing that live in the moment thing. Though I have that one negative voice in my head saying it will not last but hey, nothing last so I will enjoy my "Summer in the Sun." And never look back.
God has blessed my day and I thank him for it. I was tired of the rain and though I know it will come back I will have time to dry up and regroup and handle it better. :) Thank you to those who love me.
Love you
Jess |
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| Over and Done |
[Jun. 7th, 2006|03:20 pm] |
| [ | This time is: |
| |  calm | ] |
Well, Robert is now offically stopped talking to me. And if he can keep with 5th Anglico he will stay there and go to Irqa. I wish him the best of luck. I hope he gets less confused too. I would be ok if I had something stable to hold on too. God is stable. I'm trying to hold on to something, anything but then I come across as klingie and dependent. I'm not. Or I try not to be. I have had a fairly none emotional day besides the little bit of this morning before work but I have successfully tucked all my emotions away. Which is good. I don't need any major breakdowns right now. I have had enough of them.
I thought about moving out to another city. Just becuase it seems that everyone else is. Why not? Dave says I should go to some art school far far away and live my life. I want to tell him the day he starts living his life will be the day I live mine. Seriously though I don't know if that is what I want. Really. To move to a town where I have no one. No friends or family to lean on if I need a friendly or just familar face. I moved out. Big step for me. But I can't stand to be alone. I don't want to be alone. I have been alone for some time and it gets old fast. I just don't know.
Right now I want to cling. Cling to something stable that will not change in my life right away. Everything is moving very fast all of a sudden. It was moving slow and annoying and now it is moving so fast I'm afraid of missing it.
thanks for listening. I feel better. I always do after a post. I hope ya'll have a good day.
love
Jess |
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| voices |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|04:04 pm] |
| [ | This time is: |
| |  indifferent | ] |
I am doing better so people can not worry so much. I am a surviver and I live for life is worth living. I am in a state of confusion that I will have to work out on my own but I will make it. I'm in too deep than I thought but that doesn't matter any more. Morning are still the hardest part of my day and when I am most emotional and not thinking staight. I wish the best to everyone's projects and hope that things pan out like they should. Like they need to and that every one gets to that happy point in their life sooner rather than later. I love you.
Jess |
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| good thing bad thing |
[Feb. 21st, 2006|07:22 pm] |
| [ | This time is: |
| |  blah | ] |
WOOT I just got some of the most Awesomest (woot for bad grammer) Icons!!! I'm happy! even though work sucks!
I'm making it!
Laters
Seanna |
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